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huh,,i dun know wut happen to me... ifeel sumthin' weird,,im falling in love wif him? oh no..dun perasan la,,tak mungkin die masih belum berpunye, tak mungkin die ade hati ngn aku,,,so i have to look my face at the mirror:p ..entahla,,cam nk tau gak die ade ke rase suka kat aku,...?sikit pun tak de ke..i dun hav the answer..but i feel sumthin' la..sepanjang kat tasek temenggor hari tu, aku rase segan je kalau die ade kat belakang aku.especially mase jungle tracking tu, aku lebih senang dok jauh2,,jalan ngn kucai je ke..bukan jln ngn die:p pastu mase water rafting kat sg tekam hari tu pun, pesalla asyik2 pelampung aku dan die punye selalu cam dipertemukan arus sungai, smpai berlaga pelampung, mase tu aku cube kayuh ngn tgn kat air, hope dpt p jauh sket..even mase ptg 1st day tu, aku nk berkayak but dun hav partner since si fiza naik kayak ngn ina, so aku pun carik sumbody to do kayaking wif me.tat time aku asked kuchai and he willing to do kayaking wif me...suddenly dia dtg mase aku ngn kucai tgh pakai life jacket tu, ask me 'sarah nak kayak ngn sape?' than i said"wif kucai" than baru aku rase cam best jugak kalau aku kayak ngn die je,, kan best tu. hari memancing ikan toman, i hope tat he will come wif me in the same boat, but he didnt, die naik bot satu lagi join the other group=< i feel frust le..mase waktu subuh kat boat house, i can hear his voice azan subuh,, hu hu sgt tenteram dan menusuk kalbu,, maybe that's why i felt sumthin really weird bile teringat kat die,, wut can i do..